Tuesday, January 11, 2022

ponderance on dismal

 "Every being on earth is bound to perish

And there will remain the Face of your Lord, Owner of Majesty and Honor." Surah Ar-Rahman ayah 26-27

 

So much to say when it comes to these very verses of The Noble Qur'an, and myself being so very insignificant, cant put it all to words, but who am I - such a treacherous, earthbound worldly being lost in my own sins

But I have hope in His mercy no matter what, even if my sins are not  worthy of being forgiven. As i look back to my past mistakes i find myself guilty of being naïve. Maybe such guilt have taken a back seat and now anxiety has taken a toll. But still i should write, write for he sake of innocent heart who didn't know .

that words falls short amid all the parable of pain and loss, or the resignation towards and unknown grief. You silently ask to yourself that what do I seek. Where am i going. How mysterious it does seem that you do find recluse in a scripture written almost 1400 years ago. who does speak in silent whispers to my soul. In front of Whom I submit if I cant convince of a certain kind of " true love" which is in the unknown recesses of your heart. If you wish to look within with a little introspection. you would find yourself to be never alone. who does perceive through those eyes is your own parable. That things are delusional. And its ok to be a mess. For everything is temporary.